Anytime soon, be prepared. I am getting ready.

Today, i learn a very very valuable lesson. Maybe the most important one in my life yet.

If i ever want to be a copywriter, i have to work really really hard because i am no where near industry standards…

Today, i got fucked by a copywriter from Dentsu, because it is presentation night. I have no idea on the degree of work that was though of or should have think of before putting up a show for people from the industry. (Er… i just completed a training course for idea generation in advertising)

I didn’t do well in this because the work effort put in, its barely even enough. Now that i think about it of course.

Today, i learnt about individualism and character.

It is a harsh and cruel world out there and tonight, 5 people demonstrated to me that opinions are the matter of individuals. The strength of it can be so powerful, it can literally put you in the state of shock. (it happened tonight)

I cannot stress enough that the lesson this training is trying to teach is about you yourself.

Its been tough its been hard but it has been a damn awesome journey to go through.

I will not go into details because it doesn’t matter (and it has nothing to do with you, you won’t even bother to know)

hmmm, i know there is something i am writing now about how and what i am feeling tonight, but you won’t be able to feel the magnitude of the things I’m feeling right now.

I like to bullshit today, and if you read till this part of the post, oh boy…

its time you have a look in the mirror

you need to get a life dude.

Won’t it be such an irony to be living in a imagination?

Its like living when you already know you’re dead, its different from knowing when you die though. Then you can do something to fill your life with meaning before the word seize to even mean anything.

So what is like living in an imagination?

Is it a controlled environment where everything is happy and safe? or is it like a dream or nightmare, so unpredictable and confounding? Or rather it is based solely on your will?

Well these questions are not something i would want to know, because if ever i were to find out that my life is imaginary, it would shatter my world. What’s worst than knowing that your whole life is a lie?

The magnitude of knowing the truth could be so devastating, it could destroy the basic fundamentals of your survival skill. It is what you would call, going crazy.Even if you have an imagination, you would drive it to a better direction. I don’t think anyone would like a bad imagination right?

So we are driving ourselves to your imagination for making ourselves better.

Ultimately, aren’t we all just living to live our imagination?

The next time if someone punch you in the face, its just a friendly remark to bring you back to reality.

Its amazing with the cool graphics, interesting story plot(so far so good) and an interesting battle system that someone feels kind of intense.

Anyways, what i’m impressed about it the style that square enix took on since the release of final fantasy XII. Its the elegance and style of the british nobility.

The games now seem to have such a far more european medieval fantasy flavour in it, which i really enjoy.

I did a little reading about the british nobility, its hereditary (no suprise).

So its like this. The highest to the lowest titles are:

• The Dukes
• The Marquesses
• The Earls
• The Viscounts
• The Barons

Cool eh? Wow, i get to meet the Duke of Ghor! how lucky me!

Its political, its beautiful and its just freaking awesome to have a friend that is called the Marquis of Athlum. People just have to bow and refer to him as your lordship.

I won’t mind having a friend like that. Imagine the possibilities… no more waiting in line for a movie ticket on a saturday night.

Wish to see more exotic animals in their natural habitat?

Or just want to laugh your ass off at some really bad sense in general?

Well. Just take a train and stop at the time square or sungai wang.

You’ll see what i mean.

The best damn Zoo visit ever.

Best accompanied by a couple of lifeless friends too.

But when its about the outside and what makes a computer works? That i don’t get.

Have you looked inside your computer before? or have you bother to look into looking inside? maybe you think the stray cat that just pass is more interesting, oh but don’t let me stop you from that.

Let me enlighten you a little.

Recently i went on a trip for shopping for hardwares FOR A FRIEND. In turn, i see this absurp glow when i step into a store, those that people usually regard as like a god sent. Remember those? yeah, it looks like that in my book some how. It was pointing to this shelf, to make it simple to understand, its pointing to a fan (yes, fan. Those spinning things that keep you from showering 18 times per day)

Its a fan for the CPU… er i mean, brains of the computer. Its to keep you from thinking too much and explode, this does the same to your computer’s brain.

So you kind of guess how this shopping trip FOR A FRIEND ends if you know me well enough…

I came how, read some instructions, and did some surgery. It looked easy at 1st, it WAS easy. Just a hassle to do it right.

Insert your brain here.

Look, its not as hard as it seems. If you’re having problem working a toaster, i can understand; but if you know how to operate a machine that has more than 3 buttons and 3 cables, it shouldn’t be an excuse. Try learning it by reverse engineering, i open this having no idea what is what the 1st time.

After that 1st time, boy it looked like a walk in the park.

Its just a hassle to take out everything.

This was what was inside. I took this one out.

and put this one in. compare to this that was put inside; Well, just remember the engine theory “the bigger the better”

when it runs, its beautiful!

My pc cools down from an avg of 70-ish degrees celsius to 50-ish celsius. COOL! now to get more stuff to make it hotter again. Now my computer can run kick ass games and it won’t have the scent of burning metal when i put it to work.

Gaming experience at home is sure gonna be so much more kick ass now! ROCKS.

Oh, its time, I’ll be heading out to cyber cafe now.